Apreciated

Have you ever just felt. Underapreciated. Like whatever you do. They don't care at all.
I feel like that right now. Like someone doesn't care what I've done for them over the past 2 years. They're just thinking bout their life.

I can't be fucked with this anymore. I just want this year to finish. N all of this to go away I wanna be 18. N just be able to drive. Anywhere I want whenever I want. N the only thing I'll have to worry about. Is petrol.

I just wanna relax on the beach. Run up the hill. N swim. N be surrounded by water. N stare up at the night sky. While laying on the beach. Just thinking. N listening to the waves on the rocks. Not having to worry about a thing. That is my paradise. N it's name is Walkerville

But that's not gonna happen till January. So until then I guess I'm just gonna have to stare at the roof...

AH!!

Sometimes, i just wanna yell, and scream, and run, or punch something.
I get angry, and i don't know what to do.

I'm doing year 12 at the moment. Its very stressful, and i don't do as much work as i wish i did. And i try, but it just doesn't happen. I'm not sure why. Its quite frustrating...

I'm 17, live in Australia, that's pretty much my life. I love music, of course. Bones and NCIS also...

I know exactly what i want to do next year, and at uni, and for a portion of my life. All i have to do, is work to get it. One of the things i can't do....

What does anyone else do when they're angry? :|